Sweat dripping down from my face
Contemplating my relevance
Worthlessness disgrace
Realization has made me sad
My idiosyncracies are yours
No reactions are of my own
I fight a battle inside myself
Tortured by the constant
Longing to be whole like you
My core is the mangled elf
How is it everybody else can have their own beliefs ?
Why is it no one else suffers from this emptiness ?
Tried to offer my own ideas
But the threat of disapproval had terrified me
No more my soul I will reveal
You don’t know it but I see you
You don’t know it but I know you
You don’t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in
You don’t know it but I am you
I’ve found that people need themselves
Mutual agreement comforts them
Without it they’re in my cell
Perhaps in that way I help
I’m the catalyst that will allow your peace
But who helps me from this hell ?
You don’t know it but I see you
You don’t know it but I know you
I don’t want to disappear
At times it works out well
I gain a personality I desire
Briefly out of my hell
And as I venture away and towards another case
My automatic defense is strangling me
Color change takes place
I’m on a leash owned by who I’m with
Thrown around in circles
My emotions are changing fast
Confused I’m losing my grip
You don’t know it but I see you
You don’t know it but I know you
You don’t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in
You don’t know it but I am you
Chameleon