Facing Up To My Destiny — Eeriness

My heart was broken by a loved one My thoughts were racked with pain My mind was tormented by all my happy memories My soul was drowned in loneliness

Even though I know suicide is not a cure I often think of it I wonder how many people would attend my funeral How many would cry over my death

It does not matter how happy or sad I am Those thoughts are always there They pursue me like demons They never give up and sometimes they are hard to resist

Normally, after an intense struggle, they go as fast as they Come and all the pain they caused is forgotten

Even if I know that it was not the last time I met those demons, I'm not scared anymore I've learned how to handle them Or at least I hope so