Where Did December Go — Over It

I heard every word you said last night when we talked about vicarious goodbyes and I've shut you out of it all because I didn't want to care and after all these tears had swelled in my eyes I wonder how you stand to call me your friend perhaps I need convincing so I'm listening tell me where did december go? where did December go? I won't make up my mind why can't I make it clear? I'll wait until I've closed my eyes though I've dreamed that one at thousand times if you were mine I'd make it snow outside like memories