Why I'm HereOleander

It??s the reason for my pain
In a season to celebrate
I don??t wanna be full of hate
For anybody, but it??s too late
Everyone has been in my face
Telling me that i??m a disgrace
Showing me things that I must face
Telling me that they need their space
I cant?? love you anymore
I??m scared of the sound of it
It??s the reason why i??m down
I??m beaten been pushed around
Hit the ceiling without a sound
Everone I know considers me a clown
I can??t love you anymore
I??m scared of the sound of it
I can??t love you anymore
Woman, I just wanted more
I can??t love you anymore
Scared of the sound of it
And woman, I just wanted more
It??s the reason why i??m here