Why I'm Here — Oleander

It??s the reason for my pain

In a season to celebrate

I don??t wanna be full of hate

For anybody, but it??s too late

Everyone has been in my face

Telling me that i??m a disgrace

Showing me things that I must face

Telling me that they need their space

I cant?? love you anymore

I??m scared of the sound of it

It??s the reason why i??m down

I??m beaten been pushed around

Hit the ceiling without a sound

Everone I know considers me a clown

I can??t love you anymore

I??m scared of the sound of it

I can??t love you anymore

Woman, I just wanted more

I can??t love you anymore

Scared of the sound of it

And woman, I just wanted more

It??s the reason why i??m here